* A tear is made of 0.1% of water and 99.9% of feelings. *
I went on a vacation,
and I think of something during the journey.
Wondering why would people cry for something that is not worth it at all,
even I do so.
Then suddenly this sentence came to my mind,
" Do not cry, because it blurs your vision , and you missed out so many great things around you. "
Yeap,
when we are crying our tears blurs our vision,
and make us can't be able to see the things around us clearly.
Just like when you are in love with someone,
that person hurt you so much but somehow you are still with him..
Because your love to him had blinded your eyes,
made you unable to see the who truly loves you,
and who just don't give a shit about your love.
Though people who surround you told you it is not worth it,
but you still do so.
I just don't know why,
but maybe it is a way to protect their pride ?
They wanna prove that their decision is right.
Hmmm ...
o.o
I like to be with my cat,
because it made me feel clam and happy.
She always cheer me up,
though she done nothing ,
but she can just keep me happy.
Sometimes we will hear someone saying,
" You can't solve the problem by crying. "
Hmm,
for me,
crying isn't a solution,
it is just a way for a way to take you out from the sorrows,
a way to express your true feeling without hiding,
without hurting anyone.
As everyone knows,
things does not happen without reasons.
But i am just dying to know what the MAIN reason were.
I had been to several situation which it really bring me down,
and the worse thing is I understand why,
and what is the reason to make them do this do me.
People might said,
" I think you should be clear by the things that you had done . "
Well,
people born with several personality,
they have different things that like and dislike.
How do I know what do you hate , without you even telling me what it is ?
And I just done is accidentally,
you mark it as a sin forever in your heart,
as if I did it in purpose,
though i didn't mean to.
People likes to ignore me all of a sudden,
without telling me any reason,
it seems to happen again and again,
and my heart couldn't really take it.
I always wonder why.
It is like a fairy with a broken wings,
looking up in the sky,
her home is just there,
but so near yet so far,
because she couldn't fly.
It is also like the situation that i been to,
looking at that person who ignores me,
he is there, just right there,
but i just couldn't get a step closer,
because i know i had done something wrong and now I've got no right to speak.
:(
It seems that this kind of story in my live never ends,
there is always someone like this appear,
without solving this problem,
another problem pops out.
Wondering why do they do this to me,
it made me hardly breath,
and kinda look down in myself in every way.
What should I do ?
:(
Well, I know it would be a question without answer.
:')
- Jiumiko
xoxo.
