I am BACK !

* Going crazy with those rules created in reality life. *

Hye everyone IM BACK !!!

It has been a long time since i ever update my blog. 

I miss it. ;((

Okayy,

lets start with my job, 

I worked at Sunway Pyramid in the beginning of Jan,

I tought i was gonna work there until my result came out only i will hang on my resign letter.

But somehow, I couldnt stand the workers over there and i resign after 8 days i worked.

OMG.

I feel like i have no responsibility at all ,

but it is all because of them, 

they had exceed my limits.

- Pay super low.

- No commission. 

- I need to work for long hours.

- The manager sucks. *FUCK*

- I couldnt get along with the people there.

- I can't stand the stupid things they ask me to do.

and and .. etc.

After i resign for a couple of days,

i receive a call from that "manager"

he said he missed me so much and he asked me for a movie.

i wanna reply " FUCK YOU BITCH !!! "

I was really mad of him !

He is the worst guy i ever seen !!

FUCK HIM !  

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After i resigned, i found a job near my house area.

It was an optical shop,

I enjoy working there but somehow sometimes i made some silly mistake and got my workmates in trouble.

:((

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I got my results like FINALLY !!

But it was so unexpected !

I was so disappointed with my results.

When the moment i got it i feel like MY LIFE IS DONE !!

and i couldnt believe i could ever get this kind of shit results.

:((

I was really sad .

I felt like i just lost my future. 

;(

But in the end i decided to pick the course that I wanted to,

no matter what.

I am not gonna let the A s decide my future.

I know i could do better than that. 

A stupid marking skill couldnt make me a better or a worst person in future either.

;)

LIFE GOES ON !!

FIGHTINGGGG !!!!!

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And YES !

I dye my hair !!

In gold. 

* so called blonde *

So here is some picture of it. ;DD

Let me show you my hair colour before i bleach,

and compare with the after.

*taadangg ~ *

HUGE difference right !

XP

My hair is still smooth after i bleach it,

im happyyy. 

;DD

At first I was afraid of dying my hair in blonde because i know asian normally doesnt suits blonde,

but i still wanna give it a try. 

I WANT IT !

And now i did, 

i feel so happy !

I walked around and most of the people said i looks like a korean / Japanese !

;DD

I like my hair colour !

I might bleach it again to achieve a light tone . 

;DD

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With my working experience for these few months.

I learned something new,

and some question pop out in my head at the same time.

Q&A: Why would people likes to blame ?

I wonder why , after one's has done some mistake, though it is small,

but somehow they will take it as a big matter. 

Even if you had tried your best to solve it,

they will still blame on you.

Once you got blame, 

you will feel guilty and scared. 

and in the same time, don't forget you are still working,

you need to work though you are moody.

When one's are not in a good mood or feeling afraid,

the problem starts.

You are gonna mde MORE AND MORE MISTAKE !!

 even you will start wonder " WHY DID I DO THAT ?! "

Once you made a mistake, you get blame, 

once you get blame, you will be moody,

once you are moody, you will no long 100% focus on your job ,

When you dont focus on your job, you made mistakessssssss. 

SEE !

It is like a cycle !

It goes On and On and ON !

I don't see any point of blaming. 

I know sometimes you need to in order to make one's understand.

But still .. 

When mistake occur, solve it FIRST !

And try to TEACH instead of BLAME. 

Because it will end up got worst . 

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Q&A :  Why i can't get along with my workmates ? What I have done ?

Being the new bees in da office,

is the most scariest thing. 

Because everyone are strangers for you, 

you dont know whats their names, attitudes, habits and so on.

And you could just made them mad easily.

The problem starts here.

When you accidentally made someone angry without you yourself knowing,

and that person doesnt tell you what is the problem between you two. 

You knows that he dislike you,

but you dont know the reason,

you wanna ask him,

but,

you are scare.

things like this will alwyas goes ON and OFF and ON and OFF ...

as if there will never be an ending for it. 

you might be boycotted .

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Reality life is so scary,

i miss my school time. 

Ciaoo pipass.

;)

- Jiumiko

xoxo.

Life·Problems

* A tear is made of 0.1% of water and 99.9% of feelings. *

I went on a vacation,

and I think of something during the journey. 

Wondering why would people cry for something that is not worth it at all,

even I do so.

Then suddenly this sentence came to my mind,

" Do not cry,  because it blurs your vision , and you missed out so many great things around you. "

Yeap,

when we are crying our tears blurs our vision,

and make us can't be able to see the things around us clearly.

Just like when you are in love with someone,

that person hurt you so much but somehow you are still with him..

Because your love to him had blinded your eyes,

made you unable to see the who truly loves you,

and who just don't give a shit about your love. 

Though people who surround you told you it is not worth it,

but you still do so.

I just don't know why,

but maybe it is a way to protect their pride ?

They wanna prove that their decision is right. 

Hmmm ... 

o.o

I like to be with my cat,

because it made me feel clam and happy.

She always cheer me up,

though she done nothing ,

but she can just keep me happy.

Sometimes we will hear someone saying,

" You can't solve the problem by crying. "

Hmm,

for me,

crying isn't a solution,

it is just a way for a way to take you out from the sorrows,

a way to express your true feeling without hiding,

without hurting anyone.

As everyone knows,

things does not happen without reasons.

But i am just dying to know what the MAIN reason were.

I had been to several situation which it really bring me down,

and the worse thing is I understand why,

and what is the reason to make them do this do me.

People might said,

" I think you should be clear by the things that you had done . "

Well,

people born with several personality,

they have different things that like and dislike.

How do I know what do you hate , without you even telling me what it is ?

And I just done is accidentally,

you mark it as a sin forever in your heart,

as if I did it in purpose,

though i didn't mean to.

People likes to ignore me all of a sudden,

without telling me any reason,

it seems to happen again and again,

and my heart couldn't really take it.

I always wonder why.

It is like a fairy with a broken wings,

looking up in the sky,

her home is just there,

but so near yet so far,

because she couldn't fly.

It is also like the situation that i been to,

looking at that person who ignores me,

he is there, just right there,

but i just couldn't get a step closer,

because i know i had done something wrong and now I've got no right to speak.

:(

It seems that this kind of story in my live never ends,

there is always someone like this appear,

without solving this problem,

another problem pops out.

Wondering why do they do this to me,

it made me hardly breath,

and kinda look down in myself in every way.

What should I do ?

:(

Well, I know it would be a question without answer. 

:')

- Jiumiko

xoxo.

I dye my hair.

* Why so serious ? *

Heyy!

remember the hair dye that i mention on my previous post ?

I used it !

this is how it looks after when i mix the dye. 

it is in green.

O.O

And this is wert turns out.

Kinda like golden brown.

in real life my hair looks like dark gold.

but i dk why it turns out brown in the photo. 

=X

But somehow I likeyy this copper tone colour .

:D

see ,

due to the lighting,

it changes colour.

(in photo)

ciaoo.

- JinggHuann

xoxo. 

My day on 8/12/2012. :)

*   Judge one's by it s heart, not it s looking. *

SPM is finally over !

:D

Been stressed out these days.

Didn't really get to sleep well,

and feel extremely tired for day and night without any reason. 

=X

I wonder what is wrong with me. 

Busy finding jobs today,

went Summit with Joey. :)

And I bought a few things there. :P

(Imma shoppa hooolick)

=X

This is a double eyelid tape I get it from Joey, for FREE. XD

Necklace that I get from the S & M Jewellery Shop.

I have been searching this kind of necklace for quite long,

and now I finally found it !

And it only cost me RM 5. Omaiigggg.

:DD

An eye shadow palette that I got from Mr.DIY.

It cost me for RM 4.50 only.

for 14 colours.

:D

I bought it because it is super blingkyyy. 

and I currently want a brown eyeshadow palette badly.

^^"

This is a hair dye that I got from Joey's house. 

(She bought it from The Ringgit Shop. )

It only cost me RM 2.

:D

The colour that I got is called the Light Flaxen.

亚麻色。

The sample colour looks kinda like Golden Brown. 

*Karr chatt *

After that I went Joey house and try on her wigs.

:D

Here goes the picture that we took.

She received her huge teddy bear today.

So I did took some photos with it. 

:DD

She named it the Bra Bra Bear. 

XP

I am so tired today.

Gonna sleep soon, ciaoo piipass.

:)

- Jiumiko. 

xoxo. 

Bleaching my hair for the first time (Highlight)

* Smile is the best medicine in the world. *

Hey !

I just bleach my hair today !

*Eee hamm*

(Suppose to say highlight)

I use hair bleaching powder + Volume 30 developer.

ratio more or less 1:1.

I left it for about 1 hour. 

and here is the result. 

;D

I only highlight the front part. 

Like this colour. 

;D

When my cousin saw my hair colour ,

he was like saying

" Dye for what ? You are still so young. If I see you dye it next time I am gonna chop off your hair ! "

I was like ..

WTF?!?!

Heyy !

It is 20 centuries !

Everyone does have the right to pick on the hair colour they like !

What do you mean by I am still so young ?

I am turning 18 next year okayy ?!

Try to imagine if you are 30 or 40 years old only start going saloon to dye your hair.

LOL.

People will look at you like one kind. 

Especially if you wanna dye you hair in PINK , BLUE OR PURPLE etc .. 

" HEY ! AUNTYY ! YOU SHOULD GO BACK HOME AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR CHILD ! "

That is what people will tell you.

(I guess.)

Btw,

Human born in several hair colour , 

just because of that , 

it does not means that we are gonna stay that colour until our life end. 

( Exp for turning white )

If yes, 

then what are hair dyers made for ?

Paint your skin arh ?

HELLOOO !!?

The best time for us to try out the hair colours that we like is only when we are teess or 20++.

Have you seen an old man or old woman with bright pink / blue hair + walking stick ?

No right ?

Even yes, 

tell me how you feel.

LOL.

It is only once in a life time you can experience the fun of changing your hair colour without others complaining .

( Exp for those "peeepaaa" )

Life is too short for us to enjoy,

so why don't we just do the things that we like?

It is just a hair colour ,

it will NEVER affect my studies/ results / personality .. etc

or even make me looks like ghost. 

( Like those typical chinese said. wtf )

OPEN YOUR MIND !

Walk out of your house door and see how many people did dye their hair,

throw your arrhh samm thinking  !

" People who dye their hair must be LALA or those who do not study well "

HELLO ! OPEN UP YOUR EYES AND LOOK AT MY RESULT !

DON'T GIMME THOSE SHITTTTTT !

I don't give a damn on it ! 

Babaiiii~~!

- Jiumiko.

xoxo.