I am BACK !

* Going crazy with those rules created in reality life. *

Hye everyone IM BACK !!!

It has been a long time since i ever update my blog. 

I miss it. ;((

Okayy,

lets start with my job, 

I worked at Sunway Pyramid in the beginning of Jan,

I tought i was gonna work there until my result came out only i will hang on my resign letter.

But somehow, I couldnt stand the workers over there and i resign after 8 days i worked.

OMG.

I feel like i have no responsibility at all ,

but it is all because of them, 

they had exceed my limits.

- Pay super low.

- No commission. 

- I need to work for long hours.

- The manager sucks. *FUCK*

- I couldnt get along with the people there.

- I can't stand the stupid things they ask me to do.

and and .. etc.

After i resign for a couple of days,

i receive a call from that "manager"

he said he missed me so much and he asked me for a movie.

i wanna reply " FUCK YOU BITCH !!! "

I was really mad of him !

He is the worst guy i ever seen !!

FUCK HIM !  

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After i resigned, i found a job near my house area.

It was an optical shop,

I enjoy working there but somehow sometimes i made some silly mistake and got my workmates in trouble.

:((

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I got my results like FINALLY !!

But it was so unexpected !

I was so disappointed with my results.

When the moment i got it i feel like MY LIFE IS DONE !!

and i couldnt believe i could ever get this kind of shit results.

:((

I was really sad .

I felt like i just lost my future. 

;(

But in the end i decided to pick the course that I wanted to,

no matter what.

I am not gonna let the A s decide my future.

I know i could do better than that. 

A stupid marking skill couldnt make me a better or a worst person in future either.

;)

LIFE GOES ON !!

FIGHTINGGGG !!!!!

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And YES !

I dye my hair !!

In gold. 

* so called blonde *

So here is some picture of it. ;DD

Let me show you my hair colour before i bleach,

and compare with the after.

*taadangg ~ *

HUGE difference right !

XP

My hair is still smooth after i bleach it,

im happyyy. 

;DD

At first I was afraid of dying my hair in blonde because i know asian normally doesnt suits blonde,

but i still wanna give it a try. 

I WANT IT !

And now i did, 

i feel so happy !

I walked around and most of the people said i looks like a korean / Japanese !

;DD

I like my hair colour !

I might bleach it again to achieve a light tone . 

;DD

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With my working experience for these few months.

I learned something new,

and some question pop out in my head at the same time.

Q&A: Why would people likes to blame ?

I wonder why , after one's has done some mistake, though it is small,

but somehow they will take it as a big matter. 

Even if you had tried your best to solve it,

they will still blame on you.

Once you got blame, 

you will feel guilty and scared. 

and in the same time, don't forget you are still working,

you need to work though you are moody.

When one's are not in a good mood or feeling afraid,

the problem starts.

You are gonna mde MORE AND MORE MISTAKE !!

 even you will start wonder " WHY DID I DO THAT ?! "

Once you made a mistake, you get blame, 

once you get blame, you will be moody,

once you are moody, you will no long 100% focus on your job ,

When you dont focus on your job, you made mistakessssssss. 

SEE !

It is like a cycle !

It goes On and On and ON !

I don't see any point of blaming. 

I know sometimes you need to in order to make one's understand.

But still .. 

When mistake occur, solve it FIRST !

And try to TEACH instead of BLAME. 

Because it will end up got worst . 

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Q&A :  Why i can't get along with my workmates ? What I have done ?

Being the new bees in da office,

is the most scariest thing. 

Because everyone are strangers for you, 

you dont know whats their names, attitudes, habits and so on.

And you could just made them mad easily.

The problem starts here.

When you accidentally made someone angry without you yourself knowing,

and that person doesnt tell you what is the problem between you two. 

You knows that he dislike you,

but you dont know the reason,

you wanna ask him,

but,

you are scare.

things like this will alwyas goes ON and OFF and ON and OFF ...

as if there will never be an ending for it. 

you might be boycotted .

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Reality life is so scary,

i miss my school time. 

Ciaoo pipass.

;)

- Jiumiko

xoxo.