Soyou (소유) - I Miss You Lyrics in Rom+Eng+中文【Goblin (도깨비) OST Part 7】孤独又灿烂的神 鬼怪

Soyou (소유) - I Miss You

Lyrics (Rom):

barabomyeon jakku nunmuri naneun geon

waenji mollado

dolgo dora naege ogo isseossnayo

pihaejiji anhneun geu sarang

I love u love u love u

inyeonin geol neukkyeossjyo nan

And I miss u miss u

naui unmyeongin saram

seulpeun nunbicceuro wae nareul bonayo

ulji marayo

han nune nal arabon geon aningayo

ijeseoya wae naege wassjyo

I love u love u love u

inyeonin geol neukkyeossjyo nan

And I miss u miss u

naui unmyeongin saram

myeot beoneul taeeonandaedo

geudaega eodil sumeodo

naneun geudael chajgessjyo

dasin uri heeojiji mayo

nae gyeoteseo

tteonagaji marayo

tteonagaji marayo

Lyrics(Eng):

When I look at you, tears keep falling

I don’t know why

Did you go round and round

To come to me?

I can’t avoid this love

I love u love u love u

I call it fate

And I miss u miss u

You are my destiny

Why are you looking at me

With those sad eyes?

Don’t cry

Did you recognize me right away?

Why did you come to me now?

I love u love u love u

I felt that it was fate

And I miss u miss u

You are my destiny

Even if I’m born again

Wherever you are hiding

I will find you

Let’s never be apart now

Don’t leave me

Don’t leave me

中文翻译歌词：

凝望着你 就总是会泪流满面 虽不知为何

兜兜转转 是否在向我而来 无法躲避的那份爱

我爱你 爱你 爱你 我感知到这就是缘分

我想你 想你 我命中注定的人

为何用悲伤的眼神看着我 请不要哭泣

不是一眼就认出我了吗 为何现在才来到我身边

我爱你 爱你 爱你 我感知到这就是缘分

我想你 想你 我命中注定的人

无论重生多少次 无论你常在何处 我都会找到你

我们再也不要分开 不要离开我的身旁 不要离开

;xoxo

♥ Pros and Cons of Wearing False Eyelashes

*A picture of me with false eyelashes*

I used to wear fake eyelashes / false eyelash or falsies very often back then, 

I wear it whenever i go out with my friends, or whenever i go to cosplay events.

I stop wearing it that often when i got into college. 

Pros:

- Hide your mistakes on your eyeshadow. =X

Since fake eyelashes actually occupied a pretty large amount of my eyelid. 

Thus whenever i overdid or messed up my eye shadow a little I usually don't bother to fix it, 

because i know my fake eyelashes is gonna "hide" my mistakes for me. 

- Simple, easy and quick

It is almost like an instant beautifying tool ! I always apply my false eyelashes

at the very last step and BOOM! There my desired look goes. =D

And it is faster compare to applying mascara alone,

i usually need a longer time if i am applying only mascara alone,

therefore, i will prefer false eyelashes when i am in a rush.

- That GLAMOROUS look !!!

IT. JUST. LOOK. GLAMOROUS ! ♥

Just love that "instant" GLAM look that you got right after you applying your false eyelashes! 

And you can just swap into a different pair of false eyelashes to create a whole NEW different look!

Cons:

- Heavy ! :( 

My eyes usually feel extremely tired in the end of the day. 

I feel like i have forced my eyelid to "weightlift" the whole day ... =X

and not to mention that feeling when the false eyelashes is finally off your face ... *Relief*

I have tried to get some eyelashes that are said to be "lightweight"

but it still does the same thing in the end of the day, 

just not as bad. 

- Not suitable for everyday-wear.  

The eyelashes and majority of the eyelashes in the market nowadays are extremely long, 

and i personally think that it is not suitable especially if you are wearing a natural nude makeup,

it just look kinda odd on your face. 

As an asian, i find it awkward when i am applying falsies when i am with light makeup,*which majority of the time i am*

and it also draw more attention to other people, 

they just stare at me as it i am wear or i overdid my makeup. =X

- Kinda blocks your vision

This is due to the way you curl your eyelashes in the final step, 

where you actually curl your false eyelashes and your real eyelashes together, 

the way it curves, 

depending on how curve you curl it,

it might actually block your vision due to the curvature of the falsies !

Overall, I still like applying false eyelashes, 

but i just don't do it that often now. *Maybe i am getting old =(((( *

LOL.

Fake eyelashes is a MUST whenever i go to animation event or when i am cosplaying!

False eyelashes also comes in handy whenever you go to photo-shoot session! 

I STILL LOVE FALSE EYELASHES! 

💗💛💚💙💜

Thanks for reading! 

Kindly leave a comment down below. :)

Form Jing,

❤;xoxo

Jiumiko Photography EP #2 Winter Woods

Winter Woods

Location : University Campus @ California

Random Photography By: Jiumiko / Jing

While wandering around my the walkway of my university,

i looked up and saw this amazing view.

 The sky was cloudy, it was a cloudy day, 

thus, this shot looks kinda emotional from my point of view. 

Grey-ish, monotone kind of shot. :) 

This is a photograph captured by yours truly.

❤;xoxo

Jiumiko Photography EP #1 : Blossom

Blossom

Shot @ 13th February, 2017

Location: University Campus @ California

Random Photography By: Jiumiko / Jing

Saw this amazing view while i was walking towards my class, 

decided to snap it down as a part of my memory. 

It was a sunny day, 

this shot combined the view of the light blue sky & warm sunlight.

I love the nature. :D

This is a photograph captured by yours truly.

❤ ;xoxo

Daiso Makeup Hauls ❤ *~Cosmetics~*

❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ 

Hello readers!

❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ 

As everyone know,

Daiso is a famous Japanese 100-yen store.

Everything is only 100JPY or RM5 or $1.50USD !!

I have found some cosmetics hauls/items that I personally would definitely re-purchase.

These are blushes from Daiso,

 they are available in 3 colors, and I grab them all !

*The blush does comes with a little of shimmer, but overall the colors are pretty natural*

This is the Daiso eyeliner gel, it even comes with a small eyeliner brush for application!

*Surprisingly, this eyeliner is smudge proof and long lasting and I like the brush, it is soft and good for application *

These are the famous make-up brushes from Daiso!

They have tons of different selection but I only got two.

*They are extremely soft and comfortable*

Note: Some of these brushes might cost more than 100-yen.

This liquid eyeliner stays on your eyelid FOREVER!

Super long pasting!

The applicator is super tiny!

Not sure if they still have it in Daiso *Bought it a long time ago*

This thing REALLY works!!

This is a Eyebrow Gel instead of mascara,

it is to color your eyebrow.

This thing works!

But it is a little more "liquidy" than the regular eyebrow mascara.

A little drying on skin after application, but overall it does the job and it is CHEAP!

❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ 

If anyone of you want a more detail review of the products I mentioned above,

feel free to comment down below.

I will post it up later on. :)

♥Thanks for reading my post!

💗💛💚💙💜

♡;xoxo

College.

Hello blog readers,

it has been a long time,

ever since my last post.

Sorry.

I started my college life!

It was hard,

totally a different level from high school.

The very first time for me to experience "Stress",

before college,

stress were just a word for me.

It does exist in my vocabulary but i don't really understand it.

But now, in college,

finally i get to experience it.

The day before the test ,

my heart beats faster , hand sweating and i gaps for air. 

I never felt this way before, never.

I think this is the first time i took something seriously.

I am currently taking the AUP (American University Program),

at INTI College Subang. 

Major : Engineering.

Now i am in my second semester (gonna end soon).

I meet new friends , learning new things everyday.

Life gets busy ever since i entered college ,

Since it was a short semester ,

I need to study almost everyday , 

and the text book was extremely thick and wordy .

I spent my time on my studies ,

which i never done before ,

I take things seriously ,

exploring new things everyday .

I feel alive.

I changed ever since i entered college , 

I am more friendly and a hyperactive person in college.

People calls me Crazy.

I like the new me,

and dislike the old me.

I used to be the quiet one,

stay silent for everything,

every judgement people made, 

every time i get bullied, 

and also for everything that affects me.

I kept it inside, always.

I am not daring enough to make new friends,

I am not daring enough to fight back,

I am not daring enough to even give my own opinion,

because i was afraid.

I feel i wasn't good enough,

well , everyone does.

But for my case,

I feel i am the worst.

I feel stupid.

I hate myself.

I was living in my own world,

and I don't want to get out of it.

I know it is not right.

But sometimes when you are staying in a old place where the old memories haunted you everyday,

you tend to gets weaker and weaker , 

day by day.

I can't help but feeling hopeless.

I try my best to fight,

I am tired of this feeling.

Why should I be the only one hurting ?

People laugh , while stepping on my pride , as if it was nothing.

I hate it,

I am hurt,

but i could not make a sound.

I know,

I have to prove it.

Instead of fighting back with my words,

I choose action.

I finally i get to leave the old place,

starting my new life in a new environment.

I know things are gonna be fine.

This new place is gonna fix everything up.

I get to act like me, myself , finally.

I am glad that i did not receive any judgement like i did last time.

Fake

Stop acting

Act cute

I feel like slapping you

Stupid

Hippo

Shut up

Bitch

Fat

...

...

...

You never know how much your childish judgement affect me.

I almost think of suicide .. 

Stupid.

I know there are more challenge to face in the future,

and my journey should not stop here.

Just keep on going.

:)

I am happy with my new life,

and i hope that i can get to maintain it. 

- JinggHuann

xoxo.

I am BACK !

* Going crazy with those rules created in reality life. *

Hye everyone IM BACK !!!

It has been a long time since i ever update my blog. 

I miss it. ;((

Okayy,

lets start with my job, 

I worked at Sunway Pyramid in the beginning of Jan,

I tought i was gonna work there until my result came out only i will hang on my resign letter.

But somehow, I couldnt stand the workers over there and i resign after 8 days i worked.

OMG.

I feel like i have no responsibility at all ,

but it is all because of them, 

they had exceed my limits.

- Pay super low.

- No commission. 

- I need to work for long hours.

- The manager sucks. *FUCK*

- I couldnt get along with the people there.

- I can't stand the stupid things they ask me to do.

and and .. etc.

After i resign for a couple of days,

i receive a call from that "manager"

he said he missed me so much and he asked me for a movie.

i wanna reply " FUCK YOU BITCH !!! "

I was really mad of him !

He is the worst guy i ever seen !!

FUCK HIM !  

*************************

After i resigned, i found a job near my house area.

It was an optical shop,

I enjoy working there but somehow sometimes i made some silly mistake and got my workmates in trouble.

:((

****************************

I got my results like FINALLY !!

But it was so unexpected !

I was so disappointed with my results.

When the moment i got it i feel like MY LIFE IS DONE !!

and i couldnt believe i could ever get this kind of shit results.

:((

I was really sad .

I felt like i just lost my future. 

;(

But in the end i decided to pick the course that I wanted to,

no matter what.

I am not gonna let the A s decide my future.

I know i could do better than that. 

A stupid marking skill couldnt make me a better or a worst person in future either.

;)

LIFE GOES ON !!

FIGHTINGGGG !!!!!

**************************

And YES !

I dye my hair !!

In gold. 

* so called blonde *

So here is some picture of it. ;DD

Let me show you my hair colour before i bleach,

and compare with the after.

*taadangg ~ *

HUGE difference right !

XP

My hair is still smooth after i bleach it,

im happyyy. 

;DD

At first I was afraid of dying my hair in blonde because i know asian normally doesnt suits blonde,

but i still wanna give it a try. 

I WANT IT !

And now i did, 

i feel so happy !

I walked around and most of the people said i looks like a korean / Japanese !

;DD

I like my hair colour !

I might bleach it again to achieve a light tone . 

;DD

***************************

With my working experience for these few months.

I learned something new,

and some question pop out in my head at the same time.

Q&A: Why would people likes to blame ?

I wonder why , after one's has done some mistake, though it is small,

but somehow they will take it as a big matter. 

Even if you had tried your best to solve it,

they will still blame on you.

Once you got blame, 

you will feel guilty and scared. 

and in the same time, don't forget you are still working,

you need to work though you are moody.

When one's are not in a good mood or feeling afraid,

the problem starts.

You are gonna mde MORE AND MORE MISTAKE !!

 even you will start wonder " WHY DID I DO THAT ?! "

Once you made a mistake, you get blame, 

once you get blame, you will be moody,

once you are moody, you will no long 100% focus on your job ,

When you dont focus on your job, you made mistakessssssss. 

SEE !

It is like a cycle !

It goes On and On and ON !

I don't see any point of blaming. 

I know sometimes you need to in order to make one's understand.

But still .. 

When mistake occur, solve it FIRST !

And try to TEACH instead of BLAME. 

Because it will end up got worst . 

********************************

Q&A :  Why i can't get along with my workmates ? What I have done ?

Being the new bees in da office,

is the most scariest thing. 

Because everyone are strangers for you, 

you dont know whats their names, attitudes, habits and so on.

And you could just made them mad easily.

The problem starts here.

When you accidentally made someone angry without you yourself knowing,

and that person doesnt tell you what is the problem between you two. 

You knows that he dislike you,

but you dont know the reason,

you wanna ask him,

but,

you are scare.

things like this will alwyas goes ON and OFF and ON and OFF ...

as if there will never be an ending for it. 

you might be boycotted .

****************************

Reality life is so scary,

i miss my school time. 

Ciaoo pipass.

;)

- Jiumiko

xoxo.

Life·Problems

* A tear is made of 0.1% of water and 99.9% of feelings. *

I went on a vacation,

and I think of something during the journey. 

Wondering why would people cry for something that is not worth it at all,

even I do so.

Then suddenly this sentence came to my mind,

" Do not cry,  because it blurs your vision , and you missed out so many great things around you. "

Yeap,

when we are crying our tears blurs our vision,

and make us can't be able to see the things around us clearly.

Just like when you are in love with someone,

that person hurt you so much but somehow you are still with him..

Because your love to him had blinded your eyes,

made you unable to see the who truly loves you,

and who just don't give a shit about your love. 

Though people who surround you told you it is not worth it,

but you still do so.

I just don't know why,

but maybe it is a way to protect their pride ?

They wanna prove that their decision is right. 

Hmmm ... 

o.o

I like to be with my cat,

because it made me feel clam and happy.

She always cheer me up,

though she done nothing ,

but she can just keep me happy.

Sometimes we will hear someone saying,

" You can't solve the problem by crying. "

Hmm,

for me,

crying isn't a solution,

it is just a way for a way to take you out from the sorrows,

a way to express your true feeling without hiding,

without hurting anyone.

As everyone knows,

things does not happen without reasons.

But i am just dying to know what the MAIN reason were.

I had been to several situation which it really bring me down,

and the worse thing is I understand why,

and what is the reason to make them do this do me.

People might said,

" I think you should be clear by the things that you had done . "

Well,

people born with several personality,

they have different things that like and dislike.

How do I know what do you hate , without you even telling me what it is ?

And I just done is accidentally,

you mark it as a sin forever in your heart,

as if I did it in purpose,

though i didn't mean to.

People likes to ignore me all of a sudden,

without telling me any reason,

it seems to happen again and again,

and my heart couldn't really take it.

I always wonder why.

It is like a fairy with a broken wings,

looking up in the sky,

her home is just there,

but so near yet so far,

because she couldn't fly.

It is also like the situation that i been to,

looking at that person who ignores me,

he is there, just right there,

but i just couldn't get a step closer,

because i know i had done something wrong and now I've got no right to speak.

:(

It seems that this kind of story in my live never ends,

there is always someone like this appear,

without solving this problem,

another problem pops out.

Wondering why do they do this to me,

it made me hardly breath,

and kinda look down in myself in every way.

What should I do ?

:(

Well, I know it would be a question without answer. 

:')

- Jiumiko

xoxo.